Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Hey there baby cakes!!!

Hi Myah, just wanted to say hello!! I just got back from my Compassionate Friends meeting, it was good, I love going there because it is one time a month that I can sit there for 2 hours and think of nothing but you. I miss you so much, I was talking to you on the way home tonight, hoping you would answer.

Although you probably know this, we are having a little celebration for you this Saturday. We are finally going to put you in your resting place. I love having you here though, I feel like we are still connected because your urn is here. I do know though that it is only your body that I have with me, physically, and your soul is already else where. But I still like having it around. A lot of people feel like I need to do this, like it will give me closure. I am not sure that it will, but I wanted to wait for a nice day to do it, so I guess the nice days are here for the most part.

Just know that a few close family and friends will be there with us, and then we are going to come back here for dinner and maybe cake :)

Just know that I love you so much it hurts, and I wish I could have you back in my arms.

Daddy and Zoey say hi, Zoey really misses you!!! We planted a garden in the back yard for you, and Zoey tells everyone that it is Sissy's garden. She really talks a lot about you now. It is going to be so hard for her to grow up without you. You are our guardian angel, and she will come to understand that.

Daddy doesn't like to talk about these things very much, it makes him really sad. So just help him along in his grief ok? He needs your help.

Mommy

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