Hi sweet pea...Mommy is having a hard night, missing you so much, and still asking WHY?? I had a good conversation with a close friend today, and I said to her..."I find myself not only asking myself why this happened to me, but also why not me?" No one deserves this....but who am I to ask why?
I just want to feel you again. Touch your smooth skin, stroke your hair....smell you. I just want you. Only you. How do I keep going? How do I wait for our reunion? I just don't know sometimes. Please keep an eye over me. If you can let me know you are around me that would be great...but I might not be ready for that yet. When you think I am...please do. You were the thing that I never thought I would have....and now you are gone and I am left to deal with it. Just know I love you more than my own life....watch out for me ok...somedays I am just not too strong...
Love you forever and ever
Mommy
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- Amy Schmidt
- Bluffton, Indiana, United States
- Wife to Brian, mommy to Zoey, our angel Myah, and Bree. My 3 wonderful girls!
okay, i know i saw this every time you write to Myah, but it's such an awesome release. Amy, you are so amazingly strong, to go on and do what you need to do to keep going, knowing that one day you and Myah will be together again. You are so strong to sit and write to her without any hesitation or fears. I am so proud to say that I am your friend. You are so wonderful!!! Thank you for being YOU!!!!
ReplyDeletelove ya!